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 Read that! Hmm, that's how I feel right now. My life is empty. You know why, everybody can't except my result. My dad said, "That all what you got? You should give me 7A's or 8A's?". That's my dad said when he saw my result. I know he really dissapointed with me. And also my mom. Eventhough my mom accept my result as they are and she gives me a lot of advice and words of spirit. I know in her heart, only Allah knows it. She really really dissapointed k. But she didn't show on her face. Hmm. Not only my mom and dad, my younger brother and my step sister also dissapointed with me. They were laughing at me when I said my result. My sister "Haha, you only got 5A's? You promised want to give me 7A's right? So now, there's no present for you because you only got 5A's. Haha". Hmm, what the hell lah kan. I was like err hmm ya huh -..- Sister, I think you shouldn't laughing at me. Because when you were 17 years old pun, you didn't get hmm malas lah nak cakapkan. Then, my younger brother said "Haha, you only got 5A's? Haha shame on you". Defukk, yeahh that's what I want to say. But, my mouth was locked out of heaven. So, I didn't say anything. Nasib lah OTP, if not I'll give you my five cute fingers on your face. Hmm.

First , I don't care lah what they want to say. Because aku bersyukur dengan result yang aku dapat and aku dah menerima dengan hati yang terbuka walaupun pada mulanya aku rasa tak puas hati. Finally, aku redha je. Maybe ada hikmahnya. "Nak cakap apa pun, cakap lah. Aku tak kisah. Aku nak jadi seorang yang kuat" *cakap dalam hati*.  When I'm in my room, my mind was drift away. Teringat pulak kat penat lelah my mom and dad cari rezeki untuk besarkan aku and bagi aku pergi sekolah. Hmm then banyak lah aku teringat balik. Hmm private, malas nak cerita. Suddenly, my eyes immediately dropping tears. I can't stop crying the whole day. Sebelum tidur , bangun tidur mesti aku nangis. Hmm teringat apa yang umi , ayah , kak long , and Caloi cakap. Kepala aku serabut sangat , aku asyik terdengar suara-suara sedih dorang and terpampang wajah sedih dalam fikiran aku. Hmm. Nampak tak aku seorang yang lemah. Macam manalah nak jadi seorang yang kuat ni. Hiyakkk -.-

To my family :
I'm sorry because I didn't give you the best result. I'm trying to the best but that's all what I get. I'm sorry cause I can't make you proud of me. Thousands sorry from me.

Xoxo Nyra Candy

NOTE : I know there's a lot of grammar error. At least I try to write in English. Muahh :*